A few minutes later, Andre called out, “I’ve found it!” I
was sweating under the midday heat of the glaring, unforgiving sun and those
were joyous words indeed. Now the job would not have to be rescheduled and I
could return to the comfort of air-conditioning. But the look on Andre’s face
told me there was a problem. “What’s wrong?”
“It’s behind that fence.” He pointed to a chain-link fence
abutting the property line. The junction box sat four feet away. “I’ll need to
go onto your neighbor’s property.”
“That’s not a problem,” I said. “As a utility worker, you
have an easement to enter the property to service the device. You won’t be
trespassing.”
He still looked worried. “I know that. But I’ll have to
climb the fence.”
“If a homeowner is blocking access to an easement, you have
the right to remove the blockage. You could even cut a hole in the fence, if
need be.” All those years of law school were not wasted on me after all. Yet I
saw he was still troubled. “What’s the problem? Don’t tell me you’ve never
hopped a fence before.”
“It’s my skin color.” Did I mention Andre was black? It hadn’t
seemed relevant… Until now.
I felt the bile rising within me: disgust, followed by
anger, which settled into lingering heartfelt disappointment… With all the
people who looked like me who had either perpetrated, or allowed to continue, such
a toxic environment that would instill fear -- even fear for his life -- into
an innocent young man who was merely trying to do his job.
“No, I’m not rescheduling. Let’s do this. I’ve got your back.
They’ll have to shoot me first.” We walked to the house behind us and knocked
on the door. There were four cars in the driveway but no one answered. I’d
never met these neighbors; I hoped our first meeting wouldn’t be when we were
on the wrong side of their fence.
Andre scaled the fence and tried to open the junction box. “It’s
stuck. I need my hammer from the truck.” He looked at me with pleading eyes. “Could
you get it for me?” He didn’t have to explain any further: I understood why he
would not want to be a young black man with a hammer cutting through the
backyards of an upper-middle-class white neighborhood.
“Sure,” I replied. “No problem.” And it was no problem… For
me. The thought that it might have been would never have occurred to me; yet
the same thought haunted Andre’s mind on every service call he made.
I stayed with him, outside in the broiling midday sun, while
he worked on the junction box, like a loyal canine protecting his master. My
presence provided a sense of security for him, while leaving me sickened that
it would be necessary, here in America, in the 21st century.
Andre reattached the coaxial cable to the junction box. It
was white; all the cables were white. At that moment, the junction box became a
metaphor for our society: all the white cables plugged in neatly in place: it’s
only the black cable that would feel out of place.
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